January 2010
287 posts
Betrayed.
I feel so betrayed, so used, so… backstabbed. I thought I could trust you, I was wrong.
I once loved you, I don’t anymore.
“I trusted you with all my secrets. But can’t trust you anymore after...”
“It’s funny that your calling me tonight,
And yes, I dreamt of you too.”
– Lips Of An Angel, Hinder
“I’m upset that you want a change in everything.”
Monday.
It grows everyday, everytime I think of you. I wish it’ll be Monday soon. Even though we walk as a huge clique, I’ll still get a little nibble of you.
I breathe everday, I try everday, I wish everyday. If only it’ll come true, the walls are listening to me too. I’m not tired, I think of my best friend which is gone, I think of the new friends I’ve got. I think of...
“I wished for you.”
“You make it hard to be faithful.”
– Lips Of An Angel, Hinder
Denials.
I have no idea why I can’t lead a rumour-free life. Wherever I go, I’ve people talking about me.
Yes, I like you. I don’t know how this came about but I know it started a few days ago.
If you know about me liking you because of the rumours, it’ll be so awkward. I’ll keep denying, but inside I know I’m not denying it at all. All I know is that its not soon...
I think I know it.
OMG. I really think I like you. I like you a lot.
Would you?
What if I told you I liked you? What would you do? Would you kiss me, would you avoid me, would you say ‘no’? What if I told him I still liked him? I know he’d avoid me. I know he’d never talk to me ever again. And that’s exactly what he did when I told him I still liked him. Would you do the same thing?
